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I'm Rachel. I love music. I run cross country and often wonder why... Yet it's just one of those things. I have an amazing boyfriend. The end. |
So, lately, my scalp has been itching like crazy! (And don’t worry, it’s not lice - I checked!) I told my mom and she totally Google’d it on her iPhone like a pseudo tech savvy parent. You know the ones I’m talking about. Wanna know what we found out?
There’s a chemical in most leading, brand-name shampoos that causes dry scalps, hence the itchiness. That same chemical - sodium lauryl/laureth sulfate - is used to clean garage floors. Nasty. Upon learning this, my mom decided its time for a change… Yesterday she went to GNC and bought Burt’s Bees Shampoo and Conditioner and a shampoo and conditioner from a company made my “The Redmond Family.” Now she’s concerned about the rest of the bathroom supplies, after reading that the same chemical is in many body soaps. And she’s concerned about the shaving gel. Mothers.
Moral of the story? Don’t ask… Just Google it. Oh, and maybe a little bit of this: Don’t let your parents own a smart phone.
Take me there <3
He told me that he liked me and has for a while now. He’s been there through everything. All of my high points, my low points. My dumb decisions, my smart choices. My break ups, my hook ups. Everything. Through all of that mess, he’s stuck with me and continues to, for some reason, want to be with me. He confessed this not too long ago. And now, it’s ruining everything.
Because we’ve told each other we like each other, we’ve had to decide what to do about it. We’ve chosen to wait until the time feels right. We aren’t going to force anything; if it’s meant to happen, it will.
SO, tell me why he told my best friend that he likes her.
I just don’t get it. Honestly. I’ve sat here and thought that what me and him have… or could have, rather… It could actually be something. It could actually last. We’ve talked about things past high school, past college, past his schooling at Annapolis. We’ve talked about a future for us. For love. And in the moment, we’ve decided to hold off. It kills me.
Plus it just pisses me off that someone could say one thing and turn around and say the same thing to my best friend. And she buys into it. I even believe as we speak they’re on a walk together. They’ll be out till curfew… walking. They can’t be trusted together. Something will happen. And if it does, I won’t be able to handle it.
First one since December. Ahh, I’m so excited.
THAT IS MY HAIR TIE. MINE.
How can you go from saying things like “I love you,” “I miss you,” “I loved holding your hand,” “we should kiss again,” etc., to telling one of my best friends that you just didn’t like me, you just want to be friends, and you don’t want to hurt me?
If you didn’t want to hurt me, then you shouldn’t have ever entered my life because all you’ve done since the day I met you is hurt me.
I wish you’d go away and make letting go easy, but it never is, is it?
hahahatook me five seconds. and I’ve ignored it being on my dash all day because it seemed retarded. now it’s funny.
LMFAO.
LOL
XD
hahahaha omg
2 words: dong.kim.
I just kissed my best friend’s older brother. Many times. And I liked it.
You wore a hair-tie for over a year and never took it off. I wore a hair-tie every day for months just because. You wanted to swap. I’m still wearing yours. Are you still wearing mine?
It’s been a month since we broke up, and I miss you more than ever.